{"id":84,"date":"2012-02-11T12:02:50","date_gmt":"2012-02-11T16:02:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/katrynka.net\/?p=84"},"modified":"2012-02-11T12:02:50","modified_gmt":"2012-02-11T16:02:50","slug":"it-is-hard-to-think-of-what-i-will-never-be","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/?p=84","title":{"rendered":"It is hard to think of what I will never be"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>A couple days ago I was reading a post by <a href=\"http:\/\/thenext15000days.blogspot.com\/\">Klara.<\/a> It really struck home, it describes that feeling of missing someone\/something that you never had, missing the person that you never got to be. This poem was originally written in German, but thank heaven for Google translator!<\/p>\n<p>I miss you &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>You have no face,<br \/>\nBut I miss you.<\/p>\n<p>You have no name<br \/>\nBut I miss you.<\/p>\n<p>You are never met me,<br \/>\nBut I miss you.<\/p>\n<p>The longer you&#8217;re not there,<br \/>\nthe greater is the emptiness inside me.<\/p>\n<p>The longer you&#8217;re not there,<br \/>\nthe greater the fear,<\/p>\n<p>You can never hold her,<br \/>\nYou can never show the world,<\/p>\n<p>Can not give you anything to &#8211; except for my tears.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a9 Barbara Heinemann<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A couple days ago I was reading a post by Klara. It really struck home, it describes that feeling of missing someone\/something that you never had, missing the person that you never got to be. This poem was originally written &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/?p=84\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-84","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-childless-not-by-choice"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=84"}],"version-history":[{"count":19,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":103,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/84\/revisions\/103"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=84"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=84"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/katrynka.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=84"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}